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It was the first time in four weeks I’d been hungry — actually, truly hungry. My mouth watered at the thought of a fresh, hot breakfast. During my stay in the intensive care unit (ICU), I’d lost 20 pounds and a great deal of muscle mass and was growing weaker…

4 a.m.: I moan as I squint my eyes and cover them when every bright, overhead light turns on. I’m greeted by a bubbly young phlebotomist who’s here to draw blood. She raises the bed 2 feet, the lift inside making a slow whirling sound as it creeps toward the…

The slow, steady beep of my heart monitor echoed like a ticking clock. Sometimes the noise seemed to move farther away, while at other times, it seemed right next to my ear. Every 30 minutes there’d be a loud tick, followed by the hissing of my blood pressure cuff inflating.

Employment: Dare I say it’s a necessary evil? American culture is very career-focused. Everything costs money, which most people earn by working. And with the cost of living creeping higher each year, many are working more than ever just to make ends meet. But what happens when you suddenly become…

What constitutes a rare disease? In the U.S., the Orphan Drug Act defines a rare disease as any disease affecting fewer then 200,000 people. The National Organization for Rare Diseases (NORD) reports that over 10,000 rare diseases exist. That’s way more than I would’ve imagined. Let’s compare a…

Star fruit: It’s sweet, crisp, bright, refreshing and, for me, potentially deadly. Starbucks’ Kiwi Starfruit Refreshers (now discontinued), star fruit margaritas, or any other star fruit treats I once enjoyed are all a “no” for me now. Sadly, the fruit, also known as carambola, is something I just can’t…

Thrombocytopenia, liver failure and hematoma, hysterectomy, end-stage renal disease, hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, uncontrolled hypertension, chemotherapy-like side effects, muscle atrophy, post-traumatic stress disorder, chronic fatigue, edema, May-Thurner syndrome, nerve damage, and anemia. That’s a “quick” list of the comorbidities that accompanied my atypical hemolytic uremic syndrome (aHUS). Being diagnosed with a…

Last in a series. Read parts one and two.  A bead of sweat rolls down my forehead and over my brow. Flinging the bedsheets away gives me a blast of crisp cool air, and I realize how clammy and hot I am. I didn’t feel well when I…

Second in a series. Read part one. Which is more important, your cellphone or your internet? That can be a tough decision, driven by finances and circumstances. On one hand, imagine you have a chronic illness and you need a phone for emergencies. On the other, imagine your phone…

This column is the first in a three-part series about the financial burdens of rare diseases and chronic illnesses. $1.3 million. $1,500. $84,000. Those are some of the costs I was left with when I nearly died of atypical hemolytic uremic syndrome (aHUS) in 2020. My hospital bill for…