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A brush with death during dialysis following my aHUS diagnosis

Dialysis, which performs the kidneys’ work by filtering blood, is hard on the human body. It’s usually given to patients whose kidneys are functioning at less then 15% because of injury, infection, disease, or other medical complications. When I was on dialysis, it caused me some atypical side…

If it wasn’t for my bad luck, I’d have no luck at all

A rare disease diagnosis can be scary, overwhelming, and life-changing, often bringing unexpected health complications and comorbidities. During my time with a rare disease, I’ve learned that I have a proclivity for medical drama. In September 2020, I nearly died when COVID-19 complications triggered atypical hemolytic…

Embarrassment was an unexpected part of my aHUS journey

It’s normal to feel embarrassment, discomfort, or shame in medical situations. Being in a vulnerable state can be a humbling experience. In September 2020, I nearly died from multiorgan failure caused by atypical hemolytic uremic syndrome (aHUS). I still haven’t wrapped my head around it. I ended up…

What does it mean to be brave?

“You’re so brave.” I’ve been told this numerous times. I have a good friend who says it to me often. But how does one define bravery? When I think of bravery I think of someone fighting to right an injustice. Fighting for someone who can’t defend themselves. Or standing up…

As I Prepared for Surgery, I Dealt With End-of-Life Questions

End-of-life preparation: What a bleak and unsettling subject. Will you be buried or cremated? Who will take your children if you die young? How will your assets be dispersed? I didn’t think I’d have these concerns at age 36, when I almost died. Death is inevitable, unfortunately, but most of…